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"All this stuff your managing.- Owen Hunt - (Greys Anatomy 11x22)
You’re not supposed to be managing it.
You’re supposed to be feeling it.
Grief.
Loss.
Pain.
It is normal…
It is! It is normal.
It’s not normal to you because you have never done it.
Instead of feeling it.
Feeling the grief and the pain, you’ve shoved it all down and you do drugs, instead of moving through the pain you run from it.
Instead of dealing with being hurt and alone and afraid this horrible empty feeling is all there is.
I run from it.
I run off and I sign up for another tour.
We do these things.
We run off and we, we medicate and we do whatever it takes to cover it up and dull the sensation,
But it’s not normal.
We’re supposed to feel.
We’re supposed to… Love.
And hate.
And hurt.
And grieve.
And break and…
Be destroyed.
And we build ourselves to be destroyed.
And that is human.
That is humanity.
That’s, that’s…
That’s being alive.
That’s the point.
That’s the entire point.
Don’t avoid it.
Don’t… Extinguish it…
You can do it. You have to. If you don’t… You have to.
If you don’t!
That bag of drugs isn’t going to be your last…
You’re going to be okay.
You’re going to survive this.
Everybody does.
It’s perfectly normal. It’s boring even.
It’s all normal."
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